Confessions

Ever since my boyfriend came from Australia, there was something I was feeling about him; I don’t know what it is. He was sweet when we celebrated our Valentine’s Day together, he was cool when I tell him jokes, and he was more fun to be with compared to what he was before he left. But there was something different.

He has become irritable this past few days, he never kisses me when we sleep, he even lets me go into our room first when it’s time for bed –he was not like that before. 

When his phone rings, he goes to the terrace, closes the door, and talks to whoever that person is. It makes me jealous.

He even does not eat breakfast anymore. Since the bed is big for both of us, we sleep on each side of the bed now. I’m confused with what he’s doing. Best of all, we don’t have sex anymore, whenever I tease him, he always say he’s tired from work. 

What is wrong with this man?

I tried sneaking into his laptop when he forgot it at home, but I didn’t see anything. I tried looking at his cellphone when he was happily sleeping, but to no avail, there was nothing. 

I wanted to talk to him, but he is always saying he’s busy. 

Though he’s like ignoring me, he never starts a fight with me, that’s a thing that is cool about him, he’s not the kind of guy that does not fight.

One time, he came home early, I tried talking to him. I asked him what our problem was; he sat down and asked me if I’d still forgive him if he had an affair with someone which he didn’t mean to do it. 

Something flashed into my mind when he said this –my affair with Kurt. 

I asked him what happened. 

He told me that he and his cousins went on a party and got drunk, they were so happy they didn’t know what to do. So, they went to a strip club in Australia and he met a stripper named Janna.

Because he was drunk, he took Janna out after her work. They went to a hotel and there, Janna tried to seduce him. Being so hot, he was seduced by this prostitute and they had sex. 

That wasn’t the only time they met, there were times that they had sex while they were in the car, in his room and even in the private room of where Janna works. 

When my boyfriend was being chased by his conscience, he decided to stop seeing Janna and just live a normal life in Australia. But Janna was too clingy, she comes into his house and even follows him wherever hell he goes. 

So, that’s when he came to the decision to go home. 

I felt disturbed upon hearing this. But we just did the same thing. I had an affair with Kurt, he had an affair with Janna. 

I want to be as honest as I can so, I told him I had an affair, too. Because I miss him much, my friends threw a party at our house and Kurt attended. We all got so drunk and Kurt and I had sex at our bedroom.

I said sorry. He said sorry. We both apologized for what we did to each other. We had no right to be mad because we both have sinned with each other, and that’s the coolest part there. 

After we forgave each other, he embraced me and I embraced him back. He kissed me and I kissed him back. Then we had sex. 

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